Little Things

By Mac Guerreiro It’s the small ones, The things eye notice as the days go on, How eye do your cuticles before doing my own, How eye won’t eat meat, But eye’ll learn to make it anyway, Because it shows how much you mean to me, It’s the smiles displayed when eye’m alone, Because thoughts …

Nano

By Mac Guerreiro Eye remember the day we met you, To think that today we let you go, Simply because something is right, It does not mean it’s easy, My heart aches, My breaths are heavy, Tears come and go but sobs won’t stop, Eye’m clinging to your blanket because it still smells like you, …

For Fear

By Mac Guerreiro Eye’ve learned to cry silently, Stifling sobs so that they don’t leave my body shaking, Eye’ve learned to let the tears fall, Without any sound at all, And eye’ve learned to resent my breath for exposing me, Avoiding the much needed sharp inhale for as long as need be, So that my …

The One

By Mac Guerreiro It’s finally settled into me, Part of my being, Is feeling, Not just in the safety of myself, Though some feelings are solely felt in that realm, But also allowing the feelings to show, The impact of that is one eye may never know, But eye feel that it’s necessary, To be …

Broken

By Mac Guerreiro Eye’m not sure what it is, The tightness in my chest that only persists, From night to morning, Eye can barely breathe, What’s wrong with me?

Low

By Mac Guerreiro My chest is tight, It’s hard to stand upright, The anxiety is crippling, All due to extreme patterns of people pleasing, Inadequacy, The feeling of the hour, Other lower vibrations pile on, An ever-growing tower, He takes care of me, Eye fear Eye’m too much, But eye can’t help myself when in …

When Words Won’t Come

By Mac Guerreiro Eye wish eye could tell you, Eye feel like a coward, But that beats being a burden, The day hasn’t come yet it’s looming all the same, And eye can hear myself calling your name, Needing your touch to soothe, Your voice to reassure, Your presence to ground, Eye just know that …

Metamorphosis

By Mac Guerreiro Have you ever heard of a hyper-sensitive person? They likely cry a lot and seem to wear their heart on their sleeve, for lack of a better saying. Eye’m that person and eye always have been, for the most part. That last bit is referring to this block eye’ve dealt with for …

Already

By Mac Guerreiro dedicated to Caitlyn, the best roommate turned best friend eye didn’t know eye needed. Eye miss it already, Our energy, The laughs, The tears, Everything in between, You mean so much to me, Friends are so hard to come by, The ones that stay for life, The ones you hope will remain, …

Missing What?

By Mac Guerreiro It’s that feeling that lands in your heart when you see those you value and love having fun without you. You ask yourself “why wasn’t I invited?” “Am I not fun?” Or “did they even think of me?” It’s been a long time since eye’ve experienced what my generation likes to call …