Eating in Order

By Mac Guerreiro A while back eye wrote about my eating issues, rather, my wanting to eat to avoid my issues. This is an update. Somehow as eye’ve been patiently dissolving the barriers between myself and these wounded children inside, my desire to escape via food just isn’t something that’s been popping up. Eye find …

MIA

By Mac Guerreiro Forgive me if eye go MIA, Eye promise it’ll only last a couple of days, Sometimes eye just don’t have the energy for anyone but myself, And eye suppose even doing this blog can take some energy out of me as well, That’s not to say that eye don’t love it, That …

An Act of Femininity

By Mac Guerreiro Ever since eye was in middle school, makeup is something eye’ve played with. In all honesty, even before that eye had a deep appreciation for it as well as the art of hair styling due to my nine years of dancing, love for dressing up and ample opportunities to be a flower …

Waiting

By Mac Guerreiro Eye can’t help but wonder what it is, Before it was the bar, The thing that kept you far, Now that’s no longer there, Yet my time with you is just as scarce, Except now eye really don’t know when it’ll be my turn, And it feels like eye have to leave …

Spark in the Dark

By Mac Guerreiro Eye’ve forgotten, The trouble is eye’ve forgotten what Eye’m to remember, Eye feel so far from that innocent ember, The one that glowed so fiercely long ago, And now it’s nothing but a sizzle, Struggling to stay aglow, Eye ask myself “what happened?” And tears rush forth, The trauma still too much …

Ground 0

By Mac Guerreiro Eye wish eye could tell you eye deserved that, That my message warranted such a response, Maybe it did, Maybe writing and sending something so mean and aggressive made you feel better, Maybe in hurting me you felt validated, Eye know eye hurt you, Eye knew it when eye apologized, Eye felt …

Finding Freedom

by Mac Guerreiro She’s been telling me something, She’s been trying, Trying for years, And eye finally see it, All the while eye doubted my productivity, My ability to follow through, To create something new, Because eye was used to a straight line, Unlike the spiral that feels more aligned, My mind getting in the …

Proximate Distance

By Mac Guerreiro It physically hurts to sit here and feel a million miles away, My heart feels tight, As if a mighty hand won’t let it breathe, As if this hand can only squeeze, And squeeze tighter, Then never let go, That’s how it feels to be so close yet so far away from …

Rain Drops

By Mac Guerreiro My tears fell as the rain began, That’s never happened before, To cry with the sky, To let my tears fall at the same instant as the raindrops, It felt symbolic, Because in that moment eye wanted nothing but to cry as much as the sky, Eye wanted to drain the dread …

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