Trying

By Mac Guerreiro Eye’m trying, And maybe that’s the issue, Eye’m trying, And maybe that won’t do, Eye say eye want this, Supposedly more than anything, Yet time and time again, Eye resort to merely “trying,” There has to be something more, Perhaps a fear of success, Or hopefully soon enough eye’ll be done trying …

Hard

By Mac Guerreiro Eye have my moments, The ones in which eye am so rigid, It’s a wonder eye can breathe, The ones in which all that matters is that “you understand me,” Understanding, What a trap, Because eye never quite feel that, Even with those whom know me most, There’s a gap should they …

Waiting

By Mac Guerreiro Eye can’t help but wonder what it is, Before it was the bar, The thing that kept you far, Now that’s no longer there, Yet my time with you is just as scarce, Except now eye really don’t know when it’ll be my turn, And it feels like eye have to leave …

Spark in the Dark

By Mac Guerreiro Eye’ve forgotten, The trouble is eye’ve forgotten what Eye’m to remember, Eye feel so far from that innocent ember, The one that glowed so fiercely long ago, And now it’s nothing but a sizzle, Struggling to stay aglow, Eye ask myself “what happened?” And tears rush forth, The trauma still too much …

Ground 0

By Mac Guerreiro Eye wish eye could tell you eye deserved that, That my message warranted such a response, Maybe it did, Maybe writing and sending something so mean and aggressive made you feel better, Maybe in hurting me you felt validated, Eye know eye hurt you, Eye knew it when eye apologized, Eye felt …

Eye Made My Bed

By Mac Guerreiro And in that moment eye want to say “eye understand if you don’t want me to come over today anymore.” Eye deliver the pain of the punishment eye feel eye deserve without ever knowing if punishment is even on the horizon. As all this floods into my mind tears flood into my …

Making Sense

By Mac Guerreiro It brings tears to my eyes to read that over again, To be reminded that he really holds my heart gently in his hands, Emotionally aware is a lot to ask yet he’s just that, Just and more, So much more than eye could have asked for, Yet ask eye did and …

Epiphanies w/ Addie

By Mac Guerreiro Today my roommate and eye took a little focusing-helper in order to deep clean the apartment as well as do my taxes, in my case. As eye lay here typing this on my phone my heart still races. That little blue pill is no joke. Eye can certainly see how college students …

Trust

By Mac Guerreiro Eye received my unemployment today. Collectively it’s not even enough for rent. It honestly feels as if eye can’t seem to catch a break. Of course, Eye’m aware that so many of us are in this together and eye feel fortunate to get this money regardless. All that aside eye have to …

Maybe Caring IS Sharing

By Mac Guerreiro Eye have nothing but time, Yet eye don’t pick up and write, Since when have eye been pen shy? There’s always that point though, ´┐╝When it takes me sitting and putting my heart on the page, Eye don’t always want to dive in that way, But Eye’m seeing it must be done, …

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