Push

By Mac Guerreiro Please don’t, Don’t push me, I’ll open up if you give me the chance, Now that I know I can, I didn’t before, It didn’t feel safe, You didn’t feel safe, So I went away, But I want to return, I want you to see what I’ve learned, The shadow holds so …

MIA

By Mac Guerreiro Forgive me if eye go MIA, Eye promise it’ll only last a couple of days, Sometimes eye just don’t have the energy for anyone but myself, And eye suppose even doing this blog can take some energy out of me as well, That’s not to say that eye don’t love it, That …

Tremors

By Mac Guerreiro My hands are shaking, Eye have a feeling they’ve been shaking all day, My heart is racing, Maybe it’s been this way, Maybe eye just didn’t notice, A “ball of anxiety” That started as joke, But the truth of it set in the more eye spoke, Eye’m already a whirlwind internally, Though …

Responsible

By Mac Guerreiro Eye have to be prepared, This is what eye’ve realized, Maybe someday my character won’t shift in your eyes, But expecting that now is emotional suicide, Hurt once, That’s my fault, Hurt twice, Well eye supposed it’s my fault too, Because my expectations assured me that you, Might see me for who …

Healing

By Mac Guerreiro It’s interesting to think that eye have this in me, This very primal and real part that needs satiation, You call her a goddess, And she is full of passion, Passion, You give me that and so much more, You take me places eye’ve never thought eye’d go or imagined going before, …

The Rush

By Mac Guerreiro Some days the journey seems so vast, Like the ocean in my dream, Not a threat but not safe-feeling, It’s tough to not try to figure it all out, Reasons help with safety, At least they help me, More to come as far as updates go, Sorry this isn’t my best post, …

Pleasant Surprise

By Mac Guerreiro The tears were a surprise, Eye really didn’t think eye’d cry, But hearing the words made something stir, Sure, It sounded like me, And of course eye want her to be, But it was deeper than that, It was a ringing, A knowing that on this path, We are one and the …

Easy

By Mac Guerreiro No one’s ever made it seem so easy, Yet you do, Your love for me is as fierce as my love for you, All so familiar yet definitely new, There are no words for the feeling, Even “love” doesn’t measure up, Because what this feels like, Is unlike anything eye’ve ever touched, …

Trying

By Mac Guerreiro Eye’m trying, And maybe that’s the issue, Eye’m trying, And maybe that won’t do, Eye say eye want this, Supposedly more than anything, Yet time and time again, Eye resort to merely “trying,” There has to be something more, Perhaps a fear of success, Or hopefully soon enough eye’ll be done trying …

Hard

By Mac Guerreiro Eye have my moments, The ones in which eye am so rigid, It’s a wonder eye can breathe, The ones in which all that matters is that “you understand me,” Understanding, What a trap, Because eye never quite feel that, Even with those whom know me most, There’s a gap should they …