By Mac Guerreiro Can we stop the shame? The blame? Can we simply amicably play the game?
By Mac Guerreiro It’s my choice, it’s my choice. That’s what eye tell myself because it is; just happens Eye’m usually in places where my choices aren’t so difficult to stick to. Not that there’s even a thought of not sticking, though the option might be nice. It’s nice till eye take it and eye […]
By Mac Guerreiro They say it is the album she was born to make… as eye listen eye can’t help but see what they mean. She’s been building to this and as Swifty at my core eye feel it with every strum and baseline. Eye enjoy it for moments until eye ask myself, what am […]
By Mac Guerreiro It’s been five days, That’s what the app says, Five days since my word graced this “page,” A lots happened in five days, Leaving me raw in different ways, Being easy and gentle with myself has been the key, Learning to treat myself as eye hope others will treat me.
By Mac Guerreiro Eye’ve learned to cry silently, Stifling sobs so that they don’t leave my body shaking, Eye’ve learned to let the tears fall, Without any sound at all, And eye’ve learned to resent my breath for exposing me, Avoiding the much needed sharp inhale for as long as need be, So that my […]
By Mac Guerreiro Eye would have never known the difficulty, Because you do it so expertly, Unconditional presence, Has it always been your specialty?
By Mac Guerreiro It’s that feeling that lands in your heart when you see those you value and love having fun without you. You ask yourself “why wasn’t I invited?” “Am I not fun?” Or “did they even think of me?” It’s been a long time since eye’ve experienced what my generation likes to call […]
By Mac Guerreiro Please don’t, Don’t push me, I’ll open up if you give me the chance, Now that I know I can, I didn’t before, It didn’t feel safe, You didn’t feel safe, So I went away, But I want to return, I want you to see what I’ve learned, The shadow holds so […]
By Mac Guerreiro Forgive me if eye go MIA, Eye promise it’ll only last a couple of days, Sometimes eye just don’t have the energy for anyone but myself, And eye suppose even doing this blog can take some energy out of me as well, That’s not to say that eye don’t love it, That […]
By Mac Guerreiro My hands are shaking, Eye have a feeling they’ve been shaking all day, My heart is racing, Maybe it’s been this way, Maybe eye just didn’t notice, A “ball of anxiety” That started as joke, But the truth of it set in the more eye spoke, Eye’m already a whirlwind internally, Though […]