Eating in Order

By Mac Guerreiro A while back eye wrote about my eating issues, rather, my wanting to eat to avoid my issues. This is an update. Somehow as eye’ve been patiently dissolving the barriers between myself and these wounded children inside, my desire to escape via food just isn’t something that’s been popping up. Eye find …

Auto-Intervention

By Mac Guerreiro 26 inches,Eye don’t love that eye know that,Sometimes eye feel that eye should throw away the tape measure,But then eye fear another one would find its way to me like an undesired hidden treasure,25 is better,24 is best,Both feel unattainable,And that feels shameful,How dare the skinny girl veer away from her brand?When …

Pressure to Slow

by Mac Guerreiro Eye ate a whole box of cookies today… and when eye asked myself why eye got an answer eye half-way expected. In looking for comfort and grounding eye resorted to sugar. It’s worth mentioning that on days after busy work nights eye need to remember to not expect much out of myself …