Taking Note

By Mac Guerreiro Eye am an attractive woman… there, eye fucking said it. As eye typed that, a little bit of me protested “that’s opinion, who do you think you are?” BLAH BLAH BLAH. Eye get where she’s coming from, this aspect that feels ashamed to point out that fact. Whooo there she goes again, …

The Queen of Procrastination

By Mac Guerreiro As eye sit here on the miniature couch in my living room with “Shameless” paused on the TV eye contemplate how eye often betray myself in the most covert way. Eye’m speaking about procrastination. Now, it’s important to note that eye’ve been a procrastinator for as long as eye can remember. Eye …

Feminism vs Biology?

By Mac Guerreiro Eye’ve always been one to take action, go for the things eye want. This has also translated in the way eye approach the opposite sex. Never being what one would classify as a “shy” girl eye didn’t see the big deal in letting a man know that eye’m interested. In fact, when …

Building A Harbor

By Mac Guerreiro An island onto myself is what eye tend to be. Where people eye know seem to be good at remembering birthdays, keeping in touch and being a social person eye often fail. My energy on the other hand appears to reach far and eye credit this to my keeping friends for years …

What A Shame

By Mac Guerreiro Eye’m pretty decent at feeling my feelings, or rather, that’s what eye’d like to believe. Eye’m pretty decent until eye feel shame for it. Until eye encounter territory in which feelings are frowned upon. That’s what dating feels like in LA in 2019. In a city full of people whom no longer …

Learning to Let Go

by Mac Guerreiro Eye hold on to things. In my childhood this manifested in holding on to literal objects. If it weren’t for my mom always making sure eye got rid of things eye would have been a total pack rat. In my adult life sometimes that manifests in relationships; for example, when someone acts …

Put Baby in The Corner

By Mac Guerreiro As eye stand in the security line at the San Jose Airport listening to Lana Del Rey’s new album through my right headphone Eye’m having a profound moment of insight. Standing momentarily in a neat corner eye realize that in spite of its punitive connotation eye tend to gravitate towards corners. For …

Making Room

by Mac Guerreiro She was always told “you’re too much.” Her feelings, her opinions, the intensity with which she appeared to do everything. Eventually as her voice became louder, a coping mechanism for being “trapped” in a small frame, the idea became “you’re too loud.” With all of this criticism towards an energy that was …

Growing Pains

By Mac Guerreiro “Don’t cheat yourself out of the growth” He says, One of my dearest friends though we’ve only known each other for several weeks. He means, “Honor these feelings, they’re teaching you something” Trust me, Eye am learning plenty, Even after making what eye truly believe to be the right decision the fuckboi …

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