Instinctual Shyness

By Mac Guerreiro Eye’m terrified of my instinctual nature. This is what eye realized while watching a Snake Discovery vídeo on understanding a snake’s body language. Watching Emily handle her snakes fearlessly whilst mentioning that when we display uncertain behavior we appear like predators caused me to become aware unlike ever before. My Cleo is …

Easy

By Mac Guerreiro Eye’ve gotten used to being a lot. A lot of feelings, a lot of volume, a lot of thoughts… just a lot. It’s served me to be myself in this way for the most part. Whenever eye set my mind to learning or accomplishing something eye am all in with the whole …

On Your Hands

By Mac Guerreiro There’s something about yoga that reminds people of handstands. Perhaps it’s the excess of yogis out there looking to prove that they too can accomplish this impressive feat. Lately, eye’ve joined them in this and what eye found was a bit surprising. You’d think that handstands are impressive due to their physical …

One at a Time

By Mac Guerreiro It’s the last day of the year… the last day of the decade and all eye seem to be able to think about is how eye’ve yet to record my podcast, laundry isn’t even started, etc. Then eye begin to ask myself, is this what my mental dialogue has been all year? …

The Ball Python

By Mac Guerreiro “Come watch football with me” It was a command accompanied by a gentle tone and extended hand. Eye took it remembering moments in my past in which eye would have remained on the bed. Curling up into a ball, hiding away within myself. My awareness of this pattern is pretty new although …

Here

By Mac Guerreiro His somber energy spoke for itself. The way his eyes look like they’re 90% here and how they’d search around for things that are always in the same place. Eye fight the impulse to climb over the marble and wrap myself around him, my hand finding that one spot on the back …

Retreat, Shut Down, Who Knows

By Mac Guerreiro The tears push forward and pool at the edges of my eyes, threatening to spill over, taking my freshly applied makeup in their wake. Eye don’t want to cry, eye want to seem stoic, eye want to hide these fears that have scared so many before him away. He said “considering both …

The Long Game

By Mac Guerreiro Eye like instant gratification. Perhaps it’s because eye was born into the world as its pace was picking up, but truth be told, eye have always been this way. Basically, patience has never been a forte for me. Granted that it’s been a challenge my whole life eye am only now truly …

Of an Elephant

By Mac Guerreiro Ever since eye was a child my memory has been excellent. Given that eye am paying attention, usually eye am, eye remember nearly everything. Over the course of my romantic relationships this has both been a blessing and a curse… although, more of a curse. The reason being that if he says …

Toxic or Out of Alignment?

By Mac Guerreiro In a world where things have been out of alignment for so long, especially where the masculine and feminine energies are concerned, it’s easy to try to push the pendulum to the opposite end. Meaning, after being depreciated and controlled by a fearful masculine it’s no wonder the feminine is rising up …