The Spiral

by Mac Guerreiro It’s been such a long time since eye’ve written here, and every time this is the case eye simply HAVE to remark it. So much has changed, externally and internally. Eye have grown. Eye have felt my heart beam and my third eye nearly burst. Eye have felt my mind swell with …

Relapse

By Mac Guerreiro And just like that,It feels like it’s all gone,The painstaking work on becoming okay with the image in the mirror,It’s all disappeared,To where eye’m unsure,But it’s left me raptured,Weak,Questioning,Avoiding my reflection,Forcing my way through interactions,Eye just want it to stop,Eye want the work eye cultivated to come back,Eye want to be okay …

Late Night Musing

By Mac Guerreiro Eye have this theory that watching recent children’s movies is immensely healing for my inner child and in some cases my own generational trauma. The amount of tears and feelings that they elicit within me both due to content matter and the pure fact that something this meaningful is out there for …

Aftershocks

By Mac Guerreiro As eye heard you mention how it affects you eye couldn’t hold it in any longer because the voices that keep me on edge affecting you add more voices to the cacophony. The one running rampant in my brain, the one that eye can’t turn off but can’t disobey. Yes eye know …

An Encounter

By Mac Guerreiro The elven creature tapped her forefinger to my third eye and a gust of air engulfed the both of us moving outward and around simultaneously. The wisdom poured in: lifetimes of strife, of love, of experience moved into my very cells. Their membranes taking in the energy as a pool of water …

Lighter

By Mac Guerreiro The world has felt kinder,The breath has felt easier to inhale,The words have fallen with more levity,Today it all feels heavy,My body,My mind,My heart,The tears seem to be the only ones,That find effortlessness,As they edge the corners of my eyes,Some well over,Others retreat,All with ease,Eye envy them with a fire,For eye would …

Expansion

By Mac Guerreiro Eye’ve been absent for a bit,That’s happened from time to time,For this blog is only one small side,Of this career eye’m manifesting,Thank you for reading my words,For following along,For holding space for my hard feelings and thoughts,This isn’t goodbye,It’ll never be,Simply a warning,That consistency with this blog isn’t my priority,Some day eye …

The Journey of Anahata

By Mac Guerreiro Eye thought my throat was blocked,My indigo center cut off,Eye thought,It was to my surprise that my throat is fine,She’s a light,Guiding my heart towards her,For my heart is the one,Stuck listening to the same drum,An old song,That sings of betrayal,Of danger,Of loss,She holds on to all of the costs,The injuries suffered,Created …

Testing Grounds

By Mac Guerreiro Slide,As low as you can,Eye’ll remain where eye am,And the effort it takes is no joke,But what good would it do if eye spoke?The courage is lacking,The honesty even more so,Missing both is a recipe for stunting growth,When growth is the name of my game,That kind of energy can drive me insane,And …

Waves

By Mac Guerreiro It hits me fast and hard,“How fucking lucky are you?”And eye am,SO SO SO,Blessed,The love in my life is the best,From all fronts,No questions asked,And it hit me again,Something new,Something eye hadn’t seen,The love is just mirroring me,And eye couldn’t stop crying,Tears of all kinds from all sides,The broken spirit of my …