Please

By Mac Guerreiro Please be patient with me,Eye know it’s not easy,My emotions are big and they hurt when they crash,Eye’m sorry to bring you into that,You’re the safest place eye’ve ever know,Not because you fail to challenge me,But because you see my soul,Even when eye want to hide it most,It’s cracked and broken,Light missing …

Surviving

By Mac Guerreiro Sometimes eye wonder if anyone ever imploded from feeling so much. If not, maybe eye’ll be the first.

Conflicted

By Mac Guerreiro It’s as if the wires are crossed,Can’t seem to straighten them out,On one hand eye want to be ultimately what pleases you,On the other,Eye want to be me and proud,The battle eye’ve fought since birth,That’s what it feels like,Catches up with me at every turn in this life,Embarrassed,That’s the word,And parts of …

Resist

By Mac Guerreiro Eye resist the urge to look them up,Why look to what eye could never be?Just when Eye’m getting comfortable,Comfortable being me,Naturally,“Foolish girl”Foolish indeed,Thinking you can escape the chains of this society,Its mentality,It’s rules,And boundaries,Foolish indeed to resist,Now it feels impossible to persist.

Stay

By Mac Guerreiro Eye’ve never wanted to run so badly,As you lay asleep next to me,Eye’m my own worst enemy.

Honey

By Mac Guerreiro Honey on your lips,Honey like me,Drink and we’ll see,Succeed to be bound,Success brings the heavenly sounds.

Shadows

By Mac Guerreiro Sometimes this all feels temporary yet more temporary than most things,Sometimes it feels like borrowed time,Sweet, sweet time it is yet borrowed nonetheless,Voices shyly whisper in the depths, reminding me of my fears,Their whispers let me know Eye’m not here,Burrowed in my head eye come up for air, yet Eye’m still neck-deep …

Wild

By Mac Guerreiro Find me at the core,The places surrounded by folklore,Find me in the moon,From her fullest to the new,Find me when you’re not looking,For you won’t otherwise,When you look too closely you’ll fall for my disguise,The one eye’ve been forced to forge,As to hide from those seeking to harm,Those whom cannot love without …

Uncontrollable

By Mac Guerreiro The worst,Eye feel as if eye am truly the worst,The worst for feeling the need to control,The worst for being unable to control it,The worst for not being able to see anything else,Just the worst,And there seems to be nothing to do for it,Except grapple with my need to control the uncontrollable.

**Sigh

By Mac Guerreiro Eye didn’t mean to stop it,That wasn’t my intention,Yet in your place eye might have had the same reaction.