Eye Do

By Mac Guerreiro

You tell me eye don’t need to apologize,
But it doesn’t feel right,
Because you’re letting me know eye hurt you,
Unintentionally of course,
But it still hurts,
And you’re so valid to feel that way,
But then to downplay,
No need to say sorry,
Just going through my own shit,
Really?
Because you’re speaking like you do when you want to leave me over it,
When you’re at your wits end,
It’s already hard for me to tell,
With my traumatized alarm bells,
Then the shame rushes in too,
Because Eye’m not supposed to be afraid to lose you,
Something eye truly don’t know how to do,
It’s unattractive,
Eye know,
And eye wish it were in my control,
But it’s not,
And when it feels like this monumental fear is coming true,
All eye can do is apologize to you,
Because eye see how this all hits,
How affected you are by it,
By the shit Eye’m learning to handle,
By my struggles which are ample,
And eye want you to stay,
Because Eye’m improving every day,
And eye want you to be here to see,
The woman you’re helping me be,
So eye say Eye’m sorry,
Eye show you that eye can tell,
How hard this all is for you,
And without saying the words,
Eye ask you to stay,
Eye seek to find out if we are okay,
Or if eye need to plan for my heart to break,
And then you say eye don’t need to say sorry,
Well,
Here’s the whole story.

Published by Mystical Mac

Born in Brazil and raised in California eye am an artist better identified as a conscious creator and intuitive healer. My gift for storytelling in various forms as well as my keen perception into the metaphysical allows me to share my perspective in ways that eye hope are of help and use to those around me. Thank you for reading, listening and watching; it means the world to me.

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