By Mac Guerreiro
Eye haven’y smoked today, cannabis. That’s new, even though eye’ve been actively saying eye’ll stop. This is the closest to addiction that eye’ve gotten although my issues with food felt very similar. There’s a place close to me that’s open till 2AM, and eye still may go there, but right now eye’m going to do my makeup and film some things for my social media. Maybe eye’ll make it to two and it won’t even phase me. Maybe.
Disclaimer: Cannabis is proven to not contain any addictive qualities, my struggle lies in what it does for me and my difficulty doing that for myself. It puts me in my body when eye normally operate out of my head. It helped me so much for so long, but now it’s time eye learn to let go of resistance on my own. It is a beautiful plant with amazing medicinal qualities and if you feel called to learn more about it you definitely should.