For Fear

By Mac Guerreiro

Eye’ve learned to cry silently,

Stifling sobs so that they don’t leave my body shaking,

Eye’ve learned to let the tears fall,

Without any sound at all,

And eye’ve learned to resent my breath for exposing me,

Avoiding the much needed sharp inhale for as long as need be,

So that my tears can continue to fall secretly,

So that eye may remain hidden away,

Pretending eye can successfully keep these emotions at bay,

Yet at one point eye’ll break,

The flood will give way,

The sobs will resonate like earthquakes,

And like a mudslide prompted by rain,

Or a stowaway on an unknown train,

Eye’ll have to ride that wave,

But to bring along a plus-one,

What a terrifying notion,

This world has taught me that there is such a thing as too much emotion,

In a hallway,

A long time ago,

That “lesson” solidified in my soul,

So now eye cry without words,

Without sounds,

For fear of being found out,

Eye feel TOO MUCH,

Stay away,

Because eye cannot keep these feelings at bay.

Published by Mystical Mac

Born in Brazil and raised in California eye am an artist better identified as a conscious creator and intuitive healer. My gift for storytelling in various forms as well as my keen perception into the metaphysical allows me to share my perspective in ways that eye hope are of help and use to those around me. Thank you for reading, listening and watching; it means the world to me.

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