Slut

By Mac Guerreiro

By definition the word “slut” signifies “a woman with many sexual partners” and/or “a woman with low standards of cleanliness” … Yes, eye looked this up. Eye did so in order to get VERY real with myself before eye hopped over here to write this post. Eye did so because Eye’m certain most of us don’t even know this word’s official meaning yet we really should, especially if we are going to throw it around as casually as we have been.

Eye was called a slut at the age of twelve for having one “boyfriend” after another in the span of a couple of months in middle school. Interesting thing was that eye never even kissed all but one of them. All of that aside slut-shaming is simply corrosive to female sexuality which is shaky enough as it is in this society where women are sent a million mixed messages about how they should and shouldn’t be sexually and sensually. Needless to say, my already shaky sense of sexuality wasn’t helped by those formative experiences.

It’s important to mention that eye was also born and raised in a mostly Roman Catholic country at the time till the age of nine. Even though my family wasn’t oppressively or even super religious by virtue of being so hyper sensitive (especially as a child) Eye’m certain that the sexually oppressive vibrations seeped into my being regardless of whether eye was actively shamed for my sexuality or not. In juxtaposition to what eye just mentioned, since my home country is Brazil eye was also exposed to sexuality in a more free spirited away in spite of the country’s religious status (mixed messages anyone 🤔).

It’s no wonder that at the age of 25 (nearly 26) eye am just now figuring out how to explore my sensuality and sexual nature without feeling some sense of guilt or shame. Even in my nude modeling days, even though eye enjoyed what eye was doing there was till a nagging thing that made me question my worth a bit for doing so. Flash forward to the present when eye’ve created an Only Fans for my booty and feet and am having a fun time staying within my boundaries but being fully aware of the effect my content has on that particular audience. Best of all, harboring no shame but just a bit of anxiety about providing content that feels fresh and new which is a much more manageable challenge when eye stop to think about it.

To bring this all full circle, the word “slut” was never meant positively until the modern age in which women decided to take it back by owning their inner slut and accepting her for what she is. In the spirit of this eye’d like to propose a new definition for it: a woman or man whom embodies their sexual energy with confidence.

To check out my Only Fans click the link below 🙂

https://onlyfans.com/goddesslumeria

Published by Mystical Mac

Born in Brazil and raised in California eye am an artist better identified as a conscious creator and intuitive healer. My gift for storytelling in various forms as well as my keen perception into the metaphysical allows me to share my perspective in ways that eye hope are of help and use to those around me. Thank you for reading, listening and watching; it means the world to me.

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