Ground 0

By Mac Guerreiro

Eye wish eye could tell you eye deserved that,

That my message warranted such a response,

Maybe it did,

Maybe writing and sending something so mean and aggressive made you feel better,

Maybe in hurting me you felt validated,

Eye know eye hurt you,

Eye knew it when eye apologized,

Eye felt it in my heart,

The guilt,

The shame,

The FEAR,

Regardless of the truth my heart broke,

It broke as if you left,

My psyche holding a needle and thread would piece it back,

And with every word it broke again,

A wounding loop,

A wounded girl,

She was like this before,

But her triggers have ceased to grow,

Which means they lie in specific territories,

This one being ground 0,

And you set your bomb right in the middle,

It keeps going off because you’ve gone too far to make it stop,

A wounded loop,

A wounded girl,

She’s learning though,

Eye hope that when the time comes she can talk to you.

Published by Mystical Mac

Born in Brazil and raised in California eye am an artist better identified as a conscious creator and intuitive healer. My gift for storytelling in various forms as well as my keen perception into the metaphysical allows me to share my perspective in ways that eye hope are of help and use to those around me. Thank you for reading, listening and watching; it means the world to me.

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