By Mac Guerreiro
Eye’m what you’d call a hypersensitive person. There’s always more emotion flowing through me than eye feel should be possible. With that said, it takes a lot for me to feel pissed off, especially towards someone other than myself. Considering the previous statements, it’s not small to say that last night eye was the most pissed off eye’ve been in AGES.
The details will be spared because it’s all too fresh for me to discuss responsibly. Let’s just say, if one is going to do nice things for another let it be because one would like to, not because there’s an expectation of the gesture being returned in any manner. That’s not to say that it won’t be, but ideally the original gesture wasn’t in any way prompted by that possibility. Other than that genuine quality things eye expect from my friends are respect/accountability, clear communication and support and eye have a hard time keeping people in my life whom can’t meet those expectations.
Last night eye was shown AGAIN by someone that eye considered a friend that my basic expectations are not something they can meet. It’s unfortunate for a few reasons one of the biggest being that eye really thought this person wanted to grow and learn which is why eye offered friendship in the first place. Even if there’s a desire for the previously mentioned the level of self-accountability it takes isn’t there.
Eye don’t have a neat bow to tie this blog up with because eye just needed to write this out of my system. Now that eye have eye can remind myself that Eye’m mostly pissed at yours truly for not setting clearer boundaries in the first place with the kind of people that eye offer one of my most precious offerings to, my friendship.