By Mac Guerreiro
Eye want to go because eye want to be supportive,
Eye want to be the girl that your friends like,
Eye want to show you how much you matter to me,
Eye just have a hard time,
When supporting you in this way causes me a certain kind of pain,
Not the unbearable sort,
But pain all the same,
To try to please in this situation could drive me potentially insane,
Eye’m already to point of gaslighting myself,
”It’s not that bad”
“Maybe eye’m overreacting”
But then eye’m reminded,
My feelings are valid,
So fuck it,
She and her attitude can suck it.
Mystical Mac 