By Mac Guerreiro
He said, “who could ever leave you? You’re so caring,” and my insides tensed, because he really doesn’t know. He doesn’t know how eye used to manipulate without trying, creating lose-lose scenarios left and right because eye was in constant need of proof that would never satisfy much. He’s starting to learn how powerful my disappointment can be and how futile my efforts to lessen its blow are. Eye find myself not even looking into his eyes… eye’m embarrassed that eye can’t just “be cool” and not care. Embarrassed that eye need him to keep this commitment. Embarrassed that eye need him at all because what eye came to learn was that nothing is worse than a needy woman.
Mystical Mac 