by Mac Guerreiro
It’s come to my attention recently that eye’ve been choosing to hold back. Perhaps not consciously, but choosing to hold back all the same. Eye used to be SO passionate about my life… when eye knew what it was leading to (or when eye thought eye knew). Now, eye find myself at this crossroads in which eye don’t know much of anything anymore. Eye know eye need structure, a way to manage my energy wisely. Eye know eye need to find, or rather, go back to those things that brought me a great sense of passion and joy. Eye know eye need to follow my inner authority or risk mind-manifesting my life into oblivion (any Human Design folks out there?).
A place in which eye’ve been holding back lately is with my body. Making okay choices, not really being committed to taking care of it in ways eye have just a few short months ago. This is a great place to start. Not just with my nutrition education (currently reading The Plant Paradox by Dr. Gundry), but also with attaining higher levels of flexibility and strength. Last night, after remarking that eye feel as if eye’ve mastered nothing thus far, eye was asked what it is that eye’d like to master. Eye wasn’t sure then, but now eye’m realizing that eye’d like to master discipline over my own body, from the food it feeds on to my over-splits on both sides.
As always, sharing has brought me clarity. Perhaps the first step to creating structure and finding passion is to focus on creating discipline with my temple. Eye’ll let you know how it goes.
Mystical Mac 