Trying

By Mac Guerreiro

She doesn’t know how to ask for what she really wants, she only knows how to surrender to the will of others because if she does then one thing is guaranteed; she won’t be alone. Perhaps that’s why eye want to tell him “keep tonight, see you Thursday,” but that wouldn’t be fair because by Thursday eye would be feeling more alone than ever. It’s imperative to note that my telling him such a thing would be passive aggression… it would be me telling him one thing but hoping he does another. That. Is. Just. Not. Fair. Although it’s easier than putting my needs out there in fear that they’ll be too much. It’s easier than crying between words eye don’t fully know how to say. It’s just easier; but eye have to remember that eye made a promise to communicate my feelings even when it’s the hardest thing for me to do.

So how do eye tell him what is REALLY in my heart? Fuck if eye know. Guess eye’ll just have to open my mouth and see what comes out.

Published by Mystical Mac

Born in Brazil and raised in California eye am an artist better identified as a conscious creator and intuitive healer. My gift for storytelling in various forms as well as my keen perception into the metaphysical allows me to share my perspective in ways that eye hope are of help and use to those around me. Thank you for reading, listening and watching; it means the world to me.

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